I've never commented here before (Journal newbie) but I lurk a lot and I had to come out of hiding, just this once. I absolutely loved this.
- "and perhaps a deep dark and withering hope that one day the monster would go away, and Daddy would come home."
I read this line over and over again, it's so good; it just kills me to think about what John has become here.
- "Dean, who was quiet and contained, but always ready to spare a hug to his little brother. Dean with his sad eyes, and aching body. Dean, who was dying inside."
This hurt to read. And with the way he focuses on Sammy, on protecting Sammy, without caring about what happens to himself (so Dean). And then Sam leaves, and I just want to shout at him "Whyyyy, Sam, why'd you leave? How could you just leave your brother behind like that?" Oh, the pain.
- "He clutched the knife, unsure of what to do, unsure of what was right, as he cried in silence."
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- "and perhaps a deep dark and withering hope that one day the monster would go away, and Daddy would come home."
I read this line over and over again, it's so good; it just kills me to think about what John has become here.
- "Dean, who was quiet and contained, but always ready to spare a hug to his little brother. Dean with his sad eyes, and aching body. Dean, who was dying inside."
This hurt to read. And with the way he focuses on Sammy, on protecting Sammy, without caring about what happens to himself (so Dean). And then Sam leaves, and I just want to shout at him "Whyyyy, Sam, why'd you leave? How could you just leave your brother behind like that?" Oh, the pain.
- "He clutched the knife, unsure of what to do, unsure of what was right, as he cried in silence."
Oh, Dean... Yeah, my heart is thoroughly broken.